Devious Journal Entry
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So...
I joined a local gothic/burlesque/cirque/fetish theatrical group called "The Infernal Doll Factory". My first performance is this upcoming Friday at a local club.
Jon moved a few days ago... >: On the 18th we'll have been together for a year.
And...that's about it in the life of Recca.
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I know I said I'd stop trying to talk to you but I had a dream last night where you and I were friends again.
It was weird because I haven't really thought about you since the last time we spoke. I don't know why my subconscious would bring it up all of a sudden.
The dream really made me miss having you as a friend. We weren't really doing anything. You lived on a beach or something and we just hung out in your HUGE house.
Please talk to me. I'd like to clear the air between us, even if you still have no interest in being friends with me. I really do miss you. I'm so sorry I could never do more for you as a friend.
The past couple of months have been rough. My grandma died last month (whenever I was staying at my dad's house he'd drop me and my siblings off at grandma and grandpa's so they kinda raised me), I've recently disowned my dad (finally) and Chris's mom has cancer. Chris's mom is like a second mom to me.
Torin and I don't talk anymore. I really hate him now. And today's Andrew's birthday.
I wish you all the best no matter what happens between us.
-Dani-cakes
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AIM
3:24
hey
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:24
hey
3:25
sup?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:25
did i tell ya i talked to her?
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:25
no
3:25
what happened?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:26
i dont know shes said she doesnt wanna talk to anyone she used to talk to for some reason
3:26
i kept tryin
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:26
so it was nothing particular against me?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:26
but then she stopped talkin to me
3:27
no not at all
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:27
what the fuck
3:27
that is the fucking stupidest reason to stop talking to someone
3:27
I was her BEST fucking friend
3:27
and she dropped me because of THAT?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:27
i have no idea shes on myspace
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:28
so did she say anything else?
3:28
did you ask her if she missed me or anything?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:28
nah i was tryin not to make it seem like it was from ya im sorry i didnt ask
3:28
get on myspace ya should try
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:28
it's okay
3:28
I already tried
3:29
I've been worried fucking sick about her and our friendship for the past fucking year
3:29
thinking I did something completely wrong and that she hated me
3:29
I can't fucking believe this
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:29
im sorry
3:29
my fault
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:29
God, she was my best friend
3:29
no, I'm glad I know why it was
3:29
so it's not like eating at me anymore
3:29
I just can't believe she would do that to me
3:30
why does she not want to talk to anyone she knows anymore?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:30
no idea but i kept tryin for a min
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:31
so what else did you guys talk about?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:31
i couldnt i barely talked to her like that
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:31
blah, I just can't fucking believe her.
3:31
I mean why would ANYONE drop someone like that?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:32
i kept sendin her myspace messages tryin to figure it out and talk some sense into her but she made where ya had to be a friend to send a message
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:32
I cried so fucking much over her.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:32
i dont know y ya seem nice tho
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:32
I called her sobbing hysterically asking her why she wasn't my friend anymore.
3:33
And I kept telling someone that knew both of us and thought she was crazy that I wouldn't keep trying to be her friend because he told me to drop it as much as I could but I kept trying to contact her to be her friend.
3:33
It just hurts so fucking much that she would drop me like that when I did absolutely nothing wrong. That's such fucking bullshit.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:33
yeah i know what ya mean shes a cool person
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:33
No, I don't have any respect for her anymore. At all.
3:34
I would understand if I said something that offended her
3:34
but to just drop me because she doesn't want to associate with people she used to know?
3:34
That's utter bullshit.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:34
yeah i know but dont worry be happy
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:34
I'm fucking pissed, dude.
3:35
And this isn't the first time something like this has happened.
3:35
I tried to kill myself in 10th grade and a lot of my friends didn't even try to talk to me about it.
3:35
They just were completely indifferent and didn't fucking care that I almost died.
3:35
Why the hell am I constantly surrounded by people like that? God.
3:36
I tried for over a fucking year to talk to her.
3:36
I was fucking worried sick that she hated me because I did something awful or there was some huge misunderstanding.
3:36
I just can't believe someone who was that fucking close to me could betray me like that.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:36
im sorry
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:37
And for such a fucking stupid reason.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:37
people suck
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:37
I just don't understand it.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:37
some people suck
3:37
most people sux
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:38
Rekka's such a fucking bitch.
3:38
I can't believe she would do that to me.
3:38
We were friends for like five fucking years or something.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:38
ya needa settle down she isnt worth it
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:39
I just don't understand it
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:39
b/c she had dumb change of heart shes dumb its not ya ya needa be happy
3:39
how old are ya anyways
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:39
19
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:40
im sorry that happened to ya in 10th grade it sux but people will do stuff like that for no reason
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:40
I thought all that high school bullshit was over with
3:41
Thanks for telling me though.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:42
ya welcome i just saw ya
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:42
Can you tell her that she really fucking hurt me?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:42
theres no way for me to get intouch wit her
3:42
if im able to one day i definitely will
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:42
Ugh. She's such a fucking bitch.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:42
send a text to her s/n it goes to her phone
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:43
So she only said that it was because she didn't want to associate with people she used to know?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:43
100% and
3:44
it was mostly b/c of all the assholes in my old town
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:45
I wasn't like that.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:45
ok sry its all b/c of assholes in my old town
3:45
i know i remember talkin to ya before
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:45
I was the one person who helped her get her shit together.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:45
yeah i know i was datin for a min durin that time
3:45
had ya bitchin at me a couple times
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:46
?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:46
for probably things i did
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:46
I imed you and yelled at you when you were dating her?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:46
think soo
3:46
99 % sure'
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:47
oh. it sounds like something I would do.
3:47
what's your name?
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:47
corey
Danielle Adams
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3:48
I don't remember yelling at a Corey so you must've not been THAT bad. ;]
3:48
but yeah, she had some god awful shitty people in her life, not saying you were one of them
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:48
thanx i wasnt too bad but she did tell our school officer i raped her
3:48
b/c my ex g/f convience her to
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:49
i just can't believe she'd treat me like that
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:49
well sorry shes a lil crazy and needs to get some shit straight
3:49
or maybe she already did and isnt thankful she was look nice in the pic i saw of her
Danielle Adams
AIM
3:49
I've been waiting for her to get her shit straight for a year.
3:49
And begging her to be friends with me or at least TELL ME why she was mad at me the entire time.
AlbinoHispanic10
AIM
3:50
ya needa be happy i know theres tons of people where ya live
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